Friday, February 6, 2009

8 Months

8 months ago, I was doubting everything in my life; I was questioning all the moves I'd made up until that point, and, I didn't realize that this random guy I had been messaging with online and carrying on phone conversations with for long periods of time, would turn out to be the man I've come to know - Michael Dean Hartman II. He's blown me away and given me feelings I thought I would never come to know.

We're going to look at place this weekend, mostly tomorrow; places for us to start our lives together. He was staying with me on a temporary basis when I had my own apartment up by UNCC, but then moved home to help his family with their restaurant. He doesn't have a lot of money, but that's his only downfall, and that's not really a downfall. He's young, and still growing, and still learning how to budget and conserve everything he's got. Me, on the other hand, I've been growing and been on my own for awhile, saving up here and there, and I'm trying to learn what I can and cannot afford.

I found this great house, yet it's an hour away from my job right now in Lincolnton, but it's everything I've been looking for, out inthe country, beautiful floors, great siZe and # of bedrooms and bathrooms, open kitchen, spacious kitchen, great price, but it's also 45 min. from where Mike works; that'd be a lot of gas for both of us to get to our firends/family, and, work, so I'm gonna try to see it and we're gonna both logically think about it, but I don't know how long it will be available. Of course my parents hold their ownership of my car above my head, but I'm going to mention to my mom someday about making payments towards it every month to get it in my name, buy it from them. Who knows what will happen! :)

My parents went to Vegas, or are on their way to Vegas right now; My mom will be home Sunday night, where as my dad will be staying on business a few extra days. I want to go there so bad!! I'd have to have plenty of money though, haha. I've never been really great at 'lying' or gambling, so, I'd probably suck!