Friday, May 23, 2008

Revamped

How many times will I tell myself that I won't remain unreliable to a certain someone, and will prove him wrong, no matter what? This time I have to stick to it because it's the only option I've got. Unexpectedly, I had a serious conversation with this individual the other night. He took one of my 'jokes' the wrong way and took it seriously and then for the next few hours we were talking about everything and at the end of the conversation, I felt like I had all my questions answered and I felt revamped, like no worries remained and I had tons lifted off my shoulders.

I'm 23 now. May 22nd was my birthday and on the 21st he came down after that serious talk and we had some of the most fun we've had in awhile I believe. Even though he left the morning of my birthday I was so happy he came down and spent that night with me. It was definitely needed. I think it was a great start to a new perspective I'm taking with our relationship. We have become so close after hanging out this time around, and I can't lose that; I won't lose it.We may never be officially together or end up together in the end, but our relationship is very special and it means a lot to both of us.

Possible Disney World trip in our future? We both mentioned really wanting to go and he mentioned us just going, but I have to take into consideration vacation time PLUS $$ being saved up. I'd love to go with him though; it'd be so much fun!!