Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Amazingly In Love

I wonder who would actually be interested in reading about all the drama and confusion that I have in my life. I contemplated writing awhile back, and now I'm revisiting the idea, thanks to Mike. He has a passion for reading & writing, and he's amazing at it. I've considered turning all of these journal entries into a novel/book someday. Of course, adding a bit to it to make it more entertaining at some points, but what does everyone think of that?

Every day I seem to doubt my relationships in my life, something happens to make them seem more amazing than ever. The difference between the relationship I have now and all my other relationships is that we follow this model: An exclusive relationship means an inclusive partnership.

I was googling at work while I had some downtime and I found these quotes that I absolutely believe in & love:
-LOVE comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed. To those who still believe even though they've been betrayed. To those who need to love even though they've been hurt before.
-The best part about loving is not wishing that the person loves you as much as you do but in feeling that you love the person far more than you thought you could.
-LOVE is not a matter of finding the right person but creating the right relationship.
-To LOVE someone deeply gives you strength. Being loved by someone deeply gives you courage.

I've never felt so in love, and nothing ever made so much sense like it does now. I miss him like crazy when he's not around, and, for the first time, I really don't know what I'd be without him. No matter what happens between Mike & I, I will be stronger than I've ever been. He's allowed me to see things like no one else has, and has allowed me to understand things I can control, and things I cannot, and the things I shouldn't hold onto, and things I should let go of. He's shown me what I deserve and how I should live my life. He's not controlling; he doesn't degrade me EVER; he loves me and finds me perfect for him. We're a perfect match, and, that's how we BOTH see it.

I can't wait to see him again; that time can't come soon enough.