Monday, January 5, 2009

New Year, New Way

Wednesday, January 7, 2009, will be Mike & I's 7 months! & my dad's 59th Birthday, and the first day I go back to work at the church. Everything seems to be going so slow paced since I moved home. Probably because I'm lacking the freedom I used to feel to be able to do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted. Now I feel I don't have that anymore.

I plan on bringing it up to my mom, since we're both online. I hope it goes over well with her, and she understands where I'm coming from. I'm praying she does, and eases up, and maybe explains to my dad how I'm feeling. I am, after all, 23, almost 24, and I'm not liking having to live at home to save some money, to get back out on my own again.

New Year's started out rough, but ended amazingly :) Mike put a random spontaneous idea to go to the Gastonia chapel and get married, and we know we both want to get married to eachother, but in all reality, he knows he wants to give me something much nicer than that, and we dont' want to be sneaky about it. I'm mainly looking for homes in the area he's in now because I've grown to love it there. I figured it out that I could leave around the same time and get to work around the same time; gas is cheaper down there, and I'd be putting much more miles on my car, but I'd get to be with and see Mike everyday, and its worth it to me. I don't know how long I'll be staying at this job, and that's another downfall but who knows how long it will be. I'm thinking maybe until June at the latest, but who's to know.