Upset

So, the house in Lincolton didn't work out. I was calling the guy to tell him I wanted it, and turns out, he had rented it out the day before, or earlier that morning to people he'd just showed it to. I got my hopes up, and it's my own fault but it really discourage my house hunting. I'm back to the hunt again, but I know I won't find something as good. I know it wasn't even a week ago I found that house and it vanished from my dreams in a matter of seconds. I could actually picture myself there and a future there honestly.

Valentine's Day is this weekend, and I'm trying to come up with some creative ideas since it's Mike and I's FIRST and I have a little thing here and there, and he says he already got me something, but I really don't know what I'll end up doing. Tomorrow isn't even an option to get anything done since I go straight from work @ UNCC to working at the church.

I'd love to live in Lincolton I realized. It's not even a long commute with the back road(s) Mike showed me over the weekend. :) My mom said she'd talk to my dad about the car situation and me paying them back instead of investing in a newer car that they'd lose out on getting their money back from. Anyways, I'm hoping for the best in my situation.